oh my!

im clueless... lost...whatever.. i wanna decide but i cant.
lots of things is bothering me right now and i hate this kind of feeling...

lost again...

I have this feeling na i wanna be with someone but i cant...
I miss them but cant do anything except to just be quiet.
I wanna do something but how...
All i want is to see them and be with them but i dont know how..
all i know now is i really really wanna be with them.
it kills me.i wanna do something but i cant coz i have to be quiet maybe forever..
i hate myself not doing anything...
i hate myself coz i dont know what to do bout it...

LSS

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
And how am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone
I'm too proud for cryin', didn't come here to break down
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you when I built my world around
The hope that one day we'd be so much more than friends
I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming,
oh Even now it's more than I can take...

sobrang LSS ako sa song na to today...hehe...

Sa loob ng Pajero!

last night, sobrang lakas ng ulan...grabe akala ko di na ako makakauwi.
Im with someone last night.niyaya nya ko mag-dinner. Hahatid nya nako nung biglang lumakas yung ulan! gusto ko na umiyak dahil di na gumagalaw yung mga sasakyan.. stop -over kami ng stop-over somewhere...kinabahan nako kasi tumawag na sya sa friend nya asking na dun na lang muna ako mag-stay over night...syet lalo ako kinabahan..habang lalo lumalakas yung ulan.. I wanna cry! Im already scared with the lightning and thunders! Sa isip ko sana di na lang ako sumama kumain sa labas.
He tried na maihatid ako...punta kami ng mapayapa kaya lang baha talaga..tapos sabi nya starbucks na lang muna kami habang di pa bumababa yung baha.
Buti na lang huminto na yung ulan... at nawala yung baha after 100 years! NAKA-BABA DIN AKO SA PAJERO! at yun nakauwi nako...kaya ako nakakapag-post ngayon! Im safe..hehe...

hmmm..

"the way you loved me vanished all the tears"
here's the words i can relate myself...
i guess those words would explain why im already fine so far..

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pani ba ilagay yung mga blog address ng Dc family ko?

naks!

i feel better right now... namimiss ko sya(c pepe) no doubt..
pero,i wanna have fun! at kung iisipin ko lang sya walang mangyayari sa buhay ko...
naging part sya non and naging masaya ako na nakasama ko sya.PERO, its time na maging masaya ako na wala sya...hehe..ndi naman palage kailangan ako maging malungkot!tama bako friends? hehe.. ;)

panalangin

panalangin ko sa habang buhay
makapiling ka makasama ka
yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
mawala ka sa king piling
mahal ko iyong dinggin

wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga
sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig nating dalwa
at sana nama'y nakikinig ka
kapag aking sabihing minamahal kita

panalangin...eto yung kinakanta namin ng pinakamamahal ko dati...wala lang nakakaaliw..sana naaalala nya pa..namimiss ko na talaga sya sobra..mahal ko sya..mahal ko sya...mahal ko sya...sya lang...sya lang..sya lang talaga..kung hindi din lang sya wag na lang,mabuti pang mawala na lang ako.hindi ko kaya to.hindi naman ako umiiyak e.actually,hindi ko magawang umiyak kahit nasasaktan nako ng todo hindi nako maka-iyak..bakit kaya?napapagod na ba ko?sana nga para hindi ko na maramdaman to.ayoko ng ganitong pakiramdam..ayoko ng nasasaktan..sino bang gusto?

welcome!

syet! sa wakas may blog na din ako! salamat...salamat...salamat... thanks ate may!hehe... putcha, di pako ganon kagaling e...shonga ako pagdating sa blog...anyways, maraming salamat talaga... to my family, yehey i already belong..may blog nako...nabababasa nyo ba? MAY BLOG NAKO!